From: Lisa Cote [mailto: ljcote@snet.net ]
Sent: Wednesday, October 09, 2002 7:40 AM
 Subject: Ben update 10-9-02

 

 So much for me doing a “Monday” update…I guess I’ll just make sure I do one “weekly” – like “when I get organized, weekly…”  (hmmm, is that possible?)

 Anyway, Ben has had a couple of pretty good days.  Over the weekend he was having some “episodes” as they were calling them, where his heart rate would drop dramatically as well as his oxygen saturation levels.   The nurses would have to give him some manual breaths on the ventilator to help him out and get him back up to normal again.  A couple of days it happened 5 or 6 times and it’s not a fun thing to watch happen.  When those monitors begin beeping it can really do a number on your nerves.  But Monday  he had NO “episodes” and yesterday until early evening he had none either.  Jeffrey said he had one instance earlier last night but it wasn’t too bad.

 I think he’s really had enough with his ventilator tube too.  Sometimes he gets really mad and has what we call “cry face” where he is really crying, but because of the tube no sound comes out.  His mouth is open and his forehead crinkles and his arms and legs are going as if he’s having a crying tantrum…We calm him by placing one hand on his head and the other at his feet to give him “boundaries” and that seems to work.  Believe it or not, I long for the day when I can hear him cry…(I know I’ll probably regret those words later...ha ha..)  He’s also loving his “binkie” (pacifier) these days and that seems to soothe and calm him as well.  They began giving him breastmilk on a Q-tip yesterday – I guess it’s a new method to let the babies get used to the “taste” and the nutrients get absorbed in his mouth.  The nurse said he loved it and made “sucking” gestures with his mouth which is a good sign!  He’s still just on the intravenous fluids for nourishment right now because when they began “trickle feeding” him through the feeding tube his belly turned purple again which meant his intestines weren’t ready yet.  They’re going to keep trying though. 

 They did another ultrasound on his head, chest and stomach yesterday, but they didn’t have the results yet.  I will be sure to send another update if anything more shows up on them when they look at them today. 

 I was able to get some updated pictures of him yesterday which I am sending to you all today.  I apologize in advance to those people who use a “dial-up” connection.  I know it’s kind of a pain to download more than one picture with dial up… I will eventually be posting both the updates and the pictures on my website as soon as I can fix a glitch in my web program.  I’ll let you know when that will be available.  It’s amazing how much he’s changed in a month…he’s growing so much and (even though I’m biased) is getting cuter and cuter by the minute…

 Thank you for all the candles that are lit for Ben – I got an amazing response to that last email and it was wonderful.  Everyone really has been so great.  Each day that Ben makes it through is a victory and he’s given us a month of victories so far and we are so happy. 

Love and peace,

Lisa Cote

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